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For background, I am a recovering alcoholic, have been sober almost 2 years.
To say I was a good wife prior to my sobriety would be a lie, I was not in so many ways.
I believe he did so because he did not realize I had the phone records for the year because I did not go into a lot of detail about what I found.
It took a couple days for him to realize I was very serious about my discoveries, and he has since been extremely remorseful, has gone to see a sex therapist and is going to his first 12 step meeting tomorrow night.
He was shocked that I had found him out, but offered only a little remorse.
Because I needed to feel in control of the relationship to feel safe, it did not allow for my husband to grow and didn’t allow me to have respect for him.
We have never had a healthy sex life, until my sobriety.
We are thinking of having cam sex online (chaturbate) for excitement and money.
We are not conceited enough to think we’ll make millions but it would really help in paying down my student loans (not all qualify for Planned Student Loan Forgiveness, and I just landed a nonprofit job so I have 10 more years of on-time payments before it’s forgiven with no tax implications), the second car we just bought (we shared a car the first nine years we were married), and saving for a down payment on a house. We were both raised with families making less than ,000 a year. We love and appreciate our parents and are fully aware that we will likely be supporting them (financially and otherwise).
And I go from feeling sorry for him, and wanting to help, to not being able to stand being anywhere near him, angry and then to feeling completely numb.